lebaran 2009

selamat hari raya aidilfiri to all muslim!! maaf zahir batin.huhuhu. sadnye raya tawun neyh xbalik singapore coz ad hal d kl yg tidak boleh d edjustkan...waaah!! nk ciap kemas2 baju tingal nk balik jew mumy ckp xjadi balik coz ada hal tertentu!! huhuhu. xpat la nk meraya ngn keluarga d singapore!! rindu kak intan miss careey and abg faisal!! huuh. p mumy ckp insyaalah raya haji balik singapore. hope so la dapat balik singapore windu my sis intan n kucingnye!! huhuhu. jadi kami seluarga meraya la di kl. raya pertama d uma mumy kemudian raya kedua d umah sis aku. sebaik sis aku xduduk damansara dia skunk duduk kt setapak jaya. dekat nk menyinggah. hehehe. pas tu kami meraya d mana2 jua. berjalan2 kesana sini. hehehe (abah: mat isa bin awang and mumy: sufiah binti hamid)-abah n mumy kepenatan bejalan. hehehe (abag ipar: mohammad najib and sister: haslinda mat isa) (anak-anak kesayanganku-hehehe-anak buah ku.)( nurhaziqah dan nur hafizah) (bakal abang ipar ku.ngehehe.:abg faisal and sisterku : siti aishah mat isa)


(yg bongsu dan yg manje : lydia sufianna mat isa)

19 september!!

last jmpe bee b4 bee balik kg!! wah mis u my bee!! huny tungu present huny neyh!! hikhik!! psp katanya!! lalala!! yayi!! thans syg!! luv u so much!! mis u damn2 much here. xsbr nk balik singapore!! raya kl dlu t p singapore!! balik hometown!! yayi leh jmpe ms carrie kucing ksygku!! hmmmmm!! rindu mis carrie!! =__=

nonton movie!!

semalam 17 september 2009 p tgk movie ngn bee!! cite pe? tsunami!! korean movie!! leh gak la tahan movie dye!! wuwuwuw. sampai nanes2 auw!! adess!! mcm xcaye!! mane nye terharu gle bakal bf dye la korbankn diri dye..pastu xsempat lak dowg nk kapel or ckp love masing2!! waaaa!! glee!! mate bengak2 doh!! hehehe. then p tgk hamster kt pets world kt midvelly. nk beli hamster gile cute!!chomel cm ak!! hehe. suke2 gle,reram tol ngn hamster tu!! p tgk la dulu xpandai jaga sebenarnya. lalala. this is our love!! bee n huny!! love u bee!!

lepak time!!

mr.odie

Memandang wajahmu cerah
Membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa
Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Ku kan setia menjagamu
Bersama dirimu dirimu
Sampai nanti akan s’lalu
Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Seperti yang kau katakan
Kau akan selalu ada
Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu
Dengan cintamu....

(hidupku tak akan ceria tanpa senyuman dan gelak ketawamu..duniaku tak akan berseri tanpa cinta dan kasih syg mu bee!! thans bee coz syg huny..huny syg bee alots!! hanya tuhan saja tahu hati dn perasaan huny. insyaalah huny xjanji tapi akn huny kotakan janji..i wont let u fall,i wont let u cry,i wont let u be alone..n i wont leave u coz i love u more and more than u knw!! syg bee alots!! muuahx..)

jmpe bee lg!!

tati balik clas terus g masjid jamid jmpe bee. heeh. p lepak2 at md!! borak2!!mkn2!! haah. pas tu balik uma. bee!! huny lov bee so much!! thans bee coz syg huny sngt2!! thank u syg!! muahx!! syukur huny dpt bee as my bf!! i will lov u till end!! selagi jodoh itu tuhan tentukan untk kite selamanaya..insyaallah..amin!! love u ahmad firman!! damn2 much!! muuaaahhhxx!

jln2 ngn my bee

13 sep 09. g mid nonton cite final destination wif my bee!! ahaha. cite dye xla best sngt p leh la nonton!! ouch!! dowg mati kejam gle la!! ngeri!! smpai usus2,hati,limpa sume keluar..eeee..atotnye..bole la sapa2 nk p tgk xla best mane pown.heeehe.pix yg sempat d tangkap masa d wangsa maju lrt. agak lewat la gak menunggu train yg terakhir!! hehehe. baru nk balik!! lalala

soalan wat sendiri!! agak2 bosan 2day...

1. last cigarette? ~ last 2 years ~

2. last beverage: ~ nescafe ~

3. last phone call? ~ my beee ~

4. last text message: ~of course la my beee ~

5. last CD played: ~ dh lame lak xtengok cd xde masa!! aiyak ~

6: last BUBBLE bath: ~ baru2 neyh kt uma sis berendam xhingat dunia!! hahaha ~

7: last time you cried : ~ berape minggu lepas time baru lepas kena dump!! hukhuk ~

8. last meal: ~ 4.30 pg td..sahur.. ~


SEVEN have you’s:

1. have you ever dated someone twice?: ~ penah ~

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: ~ belom penah g..still waiting~

4. have you ever fallen in love?~ 3 times ~

5. have you ever lost someone?: ~ yes!! manyak kali!! and most of the time~

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?: ~ yes..agak2 lebih kol 2 kot!! penat la pasal tito lambat semalam. hahaha ~

7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up? ~ penah la..tension~


SIX things you did in the past three days:

1. sleep
2. online
3. reading
4. eating
5. texting
6. calling


list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –

1: My Parents
2: My Beee
3: My sis
4: Ms.carrie kucing kakak ku!! yelah dye cantik gak!! hahaha
5: deya!! hahaha. angkat bakul sendiri. lalala

list THREE favorite colors —

1: Green
2: black
3: Grey


list FOUR things you want to do before you die -

1: Married with My Beee...aminnn..and get baby..=))...ngee..
2: emm,kite honeymoon sayang..
3: ada butik sendiri!! hahaah
4: changing the world..maybe..

This month have you…

Laughed until you cried: ~ yes ~

Went behind your parents back? ~ nope ~


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Your last kiss? ~ hmmmm...xhengat~

2. Gay Marriage? ~ wahaha...gyle ke ape... ~

3. Lowering the drinking age? ~ shan't ~

4. Straight, Gay, or Bi? ~ straight , Bi..hahaha ~

5. Who are the best huggers that you know? ~ ermmmm....still wait.. ~

6. Do you believe in love at first sight? ~ yes!! i do ~

7. Is there something you want to tell someone? ~ yes!! i hve~

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing? ~ emm,macam2 brand ado.. ~

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? ~ ntah la.. ~

10. What is your current annoyance? ~ermm...ntah..~

11. How many kids do you want to have? ~ a pair..perfect combo..hehe ~

12. Do you want to change your name? ~ nope. syukur dengan nama yg ada..~

13. Last time you saw your father? ~hari2 kot abah ad jew kt uma...~

14. What did you do for your last birthday? ~ mumy masak kt uma special..heee ~

15.What time did you wake up today? ~11..terus siap2 nk p tlg sis kemas uma(penat!!... ~

16. What were you doing at midnight last night: ~beee syg kol huny.. ~

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: ~makan kot...hobby plak...~

18. What is your favorite thing in your room? ~ katil and my mantal mucuk!!.. ~

20. Where is your best friend right now? ~ ntah? dlm bilik kot..haah ~

ABC About You Question

ABC About You Questions:


A - AVAILABLE : .....taken already


B - BIRTHDAY: 19 SEPTEMBER 1988


C - CRUSHING ON: Ahmad firman...sayang!!


D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coffe at starbuckcafe


E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Mumy, Abah n Sayang..


F - FAVORITE SONG: more than words-extreme =___=


G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears la...aiyak!!


H - HOMETOWN: Singapore and kl...


I - IN LOVE WITH: My Beee ...=))


J - JUNGLE: emm,mcm xnak jew..TAKOT!! GELI!! mcm2 bintang ada...lg2 ulat mende ntah!!


K - KILLED SOMEONE: belom lagi p tingin kot nk wat. hahaha


L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: xpenah lagi coz dun hve any licen car!! haha


M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolat Shake


N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 jew..yg bongsu!! manje!! hikhik


O - ONE WISH: live happynes wif my beee my syg and ofcoz my family


P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My beee!!


R- REASON TO SMILE: hati gumbira...bahagia...


S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: kerna ku syg kamu by dygta


T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: xtido kot semalaman tungu sahur smbil on9 myspace ym. hahaha


V - VEGETABLE(S): sayur adalah kegemaran deya


W - WORST HABIT: cepat nangis kot..sensetif..hmmm


X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: last la masa nk smbung stady at politeknik ipoh,perak


Y – YO-YO'S ARE: xpaham....


Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

ahmad firman!!

tanggal 6 september 2009 bermula la kehidupan baru bagi diri ku. memulakan kehidupan baru..bersama sidia. mengharapkan hubungan yg panjang selepas ini...

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

tiramisu cake

yayi!!! i like this cake damn2 much!! akhirnya dpt gak mam.mmg suka bangat ini cake. p secret recipes kt jusco tati beli la tiramisu cake!! nk buat buke anti. kempunan nk mam plak. hahaha. mcm owg mengidam n mengandung plak ak neyh. tapi kalu p mana2 nmpak ja kedai secret recipes mesti singgah carik ini cake!! xpown asal nk p kolej ja kalu tingin nk mam musti p carik. coz kolej ak dekat gak la ngn sogo!! so kt sane ad satu kedai secret recipes!! apa lagi duduk la mam..xkesah la kadang2 lmbat gak p kelas. p nk mam kek punye pasal.hahaha.

ada satu hari tu p kelas..cerita nk jadi la..coz class ak petang..dlm bus tingin plak nk mam ini kek, tgk jam agak2 lam pukul 5.50 mcm tu la.gila,jem plak.adeyh!!smpai2 bus lam kol 6.15 xsilap ak,benti kt sogo la,pe lagi teruskan la projek ak tu nk mam ini kek. duduk2 oder n makan xsedar jam udah pkol 6.35.aiyak!! ak pe lg kelang kabut la p kelas..haaah.sebaek hari tu class multimedia internet development...haah.cikgu kamcing ada!!heeeh.smpai2 tahu kol bpe? xla jauh sngt kolej ak lam 15minit dh smpai..lec tnye " lydia y u late 2day?? so ak kena bagi reason yg munasabah..xkan nk g taw " sory miss!! i mengidam nk mkn tiramisu cake!!gile!! ak ckp la " miss sory late got prob". just that. sebaik dpt lec yg memahami!! heheehe.

so itula cite!!hari2 ak bersama tiramisu cake!! hahaha. xtaw nape suke mam ini kek!! mmg suka bangat!! xleh buang ini takbiat!! argh!! argh!! argh!! tlg2!! hehehe

rindu dia!!

hahaha. name dye nurul faraheida. dye neyh membe bestfriend ak sejak kecil lagi..xsilap time sek rendah..haah. mmg best ngn dye.dye kelakar kepala gila2 mcm ak gak.layan gak sewel ak neyh.hahaha.she's very beautiful!!! mana2 kita p musti together..but if dye kua date wif her bf xla ak nk menyibuk kacau daun. hehehe. dye neyh best,understanding sangat. nak2 bila ak ad prob ngn xbf ak. dye la pengubat segala masaalah ak. even time ak break agan xbf ak dye la owg kedua ak bagi tahu..org pertama yg tahu ofcoz la mumy ak. ak mmg rapat ngn mumy everything masaalah cite or ngadu kt mumy.huuh.smbung balik. membe ak tati dengan segeranya akan msg ak or segera kol ak. she's very sweet. terharu ak dpt membe mcm tu. thans syg!! p skunk neyh dye agak sibuk la ngn stady dye,ak pown fhm ak pown sibuk gak ngn stady ak skunk. ngn class yg pack gle cam sardin!! heehe. p we still contack..g satu dye dh ad bf..haah..susah cikit la nk hangout tiap2 masa mcm dye single dulu. bf pown d utama kn? but she really the best friend i hve in da world!! thans syg coz memahami ak n kite tetap best friend until knw.heeh love u foreva..hopes our relationship as bestfriend never ends!! insyaallah..amin

Nonton Cartoon!!

ahahaha.agak lama la xtengok ini cartoon. baru ja pas nonton ngn mumy and abah at astro disney channel.heeeh.best la cite neyh.layan sunggoh.mane taknye dulu2 time kecik mumy rajin beli kan ak cite2 cartoon cam beauty and the beast,Pocahontas,pinokio,sleeping beauty,alice wonderland..n most yg cartoon ak suke dan akan tengok berulang kali hercules, cinderella dan thumbelina.minat gile2 babi this story.time dulu2 mumy ak beli tape la. dulu masa kecik2 mana nk maek pakai dvd or cd ryte. tape la. recoder!! haah. sampai skunk ad lagi ak simpan tape2 cite cartoon yg mamy ak beli. buat kenangan masa kecik. heeeh thans mumy. ur the great mumy i have. i love u so much mom!!

Dirimu…
tak pernah menyadari
semua…
yang telah kau miliki
kau buang aku, tinggalkan diriku
kau… hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

salahkah…
aku terlalu cinta
berharap..
semua kan kembali
kau buang aku,tinggalkan diriku
kau.. hancurkan aku
seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…
walau perih….walau perih…

jiwang!! jiwang!! jiwang!! hahahaha
lyric by vierra-perih

cinta?

♥cinta seminit,sejam,sehari & seumur hidup♥ bayangkan kamu mencintai seseorang, tetapi dia tidak mencintai kamu,tentu menyakitkan,bukan? pun begitu, kamu akan lebih kecewa apabila kamu mencintai seseorang, tetapi tidak mempunyai keberanian untuk memberitahu apa kamu rasakan. percaya atau tidak, kamu memerlukan seminit untuk tertarik kepada seseorang,sejam untuk menyukai seseorang,sehari untuk mencintai seseorang tetapi mengambil masa seumur hidup untuk melupakan seseorang yang kamu cintai....

soklan n jawapan!!

1. What is your best friends name?
: mmg la ramai gila kot best friends!! p sejak kecil. she is my best2 friends for eva "NURUL FARAHEIDA"

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
: pink..im shy already!! hahaha

3. What are you listening to right now?
: brainstewz-twinkle away..lagu neyh best..

4. Whats your favorite number?
: 19 coz 19 adalah tarikh lahir ku

5. What was the last thing you ate?
: udang masak sambal petai. nyam2. time buka semalam la. hehehe

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
: black.green.purple.yellow.red.

7. How is the weather right now?
: agak sejuk la..ujan kot kat sini

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
: iz..my xbf. talk ngn dye pasal our relationshp..yg sudah putus tengah jalan. huhuhu. mish him!!

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
: xtahu la. no idea??

10. Do you have a significant other?
: aaaaaaaaaaa.......no idea??

11. Favorite Cartoon?
: the simpsons

12. Siblings?
: kakak ku haslinda dan siti aishah

13. Height?
: xtinggi mane pown. about 160? last ukur time sekola menengah. hahaha

14. Hair color?
: black to brown? jadi mat saleh plak. huhuhu

15. Eye Color?
: black kot p owg ckp mcm brown ( org ckp la)

16. Do you wear contacts?
: xpenah lagi. ingat nk try. nk besar kn mata. hehehe

17. Favorite Holiday?
: banyak sngt kot

18. Month?
: ape?

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
: selalu sangat. ntah nape ntah nk nangis ja. hukhukhuk

20. What was the last movie you watched?
: Imagine that

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
: xpenah ada pown favorite day...

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
: boleh gak la. p tgk keadaan..

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
: mane bole. gila ka?

24. Hugs or Kisses?
: hugs!! keep me warm,safety,terasa diri di sayangi sangat...

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
: chocolat!! most of time!! nyam2!! tungu buka nk p cari!! haha

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
: hmmm..xkesah

27. Who is most likely to respond?
: fara?

28. Who is least likely to respond?
: xterkira ramai sunggoh!! huh

29. What books are you reading?
: ombak rindu

30. Piercings?
: yup

31. Favorite movies?
: banyak xterkira. p akan selalu ulang cite star wars!!

32. Favorite football Team?
: manchester united!! glory!! glory!!

33. what were u doing before this?
: yahoo massanger ngn kengkawan

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
: butter butter butter!!! nyam2 suke!! mane xgemok!! hahaha

37. Dogs or cats?
: cats!! of coz.. really like cats alots!!

38. Favorite flower?
: lavender,roses

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
: hahah penah byk kali..kantoi!! lalala

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
: yes!! i do!!

41. Have you ever loved someone?
: penah!! most of time. only me love them!! but they don give any respond!! huhuhu

42. Who would you like to see right now?
: shazwan dengan gf baru dye. even sakit hati yg teramat coz shazwan is my xboyfriends...tp tgk dye owg bahagia...makes me appy even x!! hukhukhuk

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
: ya...hehe.. there she is!! " NURUL FARAHEIDA"

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
: nop!!

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
: yup!! kalu ad peluang?

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
: right

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
: 5!! hahaha. termasuk bantal mucuk kuh!! yayi!!

48. Are you missing someone?
: yup!!!! im!! huhuhu

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
: xpenah ada pown

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
: yaaa....

buke pose ngn mR.muhd akmal Hafiz aka mR.sengal!!

tanggal 29 ogos 2009. p buka ngn membe ak sowg neyh name dye tertulis di atas..hahaha. first time kenal agak kelakar la kot. kt ym. dye dulu kot yg buzz ak. ak tulis kt mood ym ape ak xhengat la p yg ak ingat penat ngn love story kot. si mamat neyh g la buzz ak ckp kalu penat ngn love story cuba la tgk cite radit dan jani. ak pown apa lagi p la youtube bukak cite tu..agak lama la nk tgk coz tenet ak cm bangang slow gle babi!! huuuh. smbil tgk punye tgk ak pown layan la mamat tati yg buzz ak. layan punya layan sengal lak doh mamat tu..name ym dye much all..haah kelakar pown de...hee..smpai sudah la ym jew ngn dye..otak leh same ngn otak ak.

ym merepek ak ntah ak pown xtahu. hehehehe. then secara xlangsung kami pown bertuka2 la nom. agak2 ingat nk mengayat kot? wakakaka. p just ok for me if nk berkawan coz ak mmg suke mencari teman2 baru. kawan biar seribu teman biar la satu ryte.haaah. nk diteruskan cerita ad satu masa tu sebelum 29 ogos la si mamat name much all tu ajk ak p buke same. ak ok saja la ingt memain, upenye btoi2. haah. xcaye gak ak si mamat tu nk ajk ak p buke. heeh. coz dye pown ckp dye xcy nk ajk ak p buke..then first meet ak leh tahu n kenal pown psal lambut dye. hehehe. funy x? then g la bazar ak konon nk cari kueh kelantan makcik tu. xd plak. kueh akok? ala kueh owg kelantan cm lempeng pisang mcm tu la. p xjual plak. huh. kempunan la ak. huhuhu. last2 p mkn kt warung near by the train. satu lg hal. gerai tu gile xde org..lampu pown xpasang. ada pakcik tu duduk pown dlm kegelapan. hehe. agak lama la then org pown dh ramai cikit baru dye nk open lamput. tergelak ak.

ak pown oder la mkn. mam nasi goreng ikan masin then dye mam nasi putih ngn ayam ape ntah masak merah kot? haah. punye mkn punye mkn pakcik tati yg dtg awal tu baru nk amek oder. yaampun. kelakar gle babi kita org dtg lmbt dh mkn dye baru nk oder. hahaahah. gila!!! tengah2 mam plak baek punye kucing tu meromen. ak pe lg xtahan gelak la.hahaha. gila sengal!! pandai lak time buke pose dye pown nk buke gak keinginan dye. hahaha. wekwek. dh mam ak mam ubat. almaklom kurang sehat!!! seterusnya kami p nonton wyg kt klcc. pown teragak2 nk ngok or x. last2 tgk la cite "IMAGINe THAT" " Eddie Murphy lakon!! wah kelakar gila babi ak ckp. satu pangong gelak. mmg best gila la rugi sapa2 x p nengok. 10 bintang ak bagi 11 bintang. hehehe. nk taw kisah pe p la nonton sendiri. lalala. abis late gak la lam 11.30 ape lg balik lintang pukang train last 11.45 hmm...

smpai2 nk balik bus n teksi xde?? kuang hasam tol..huuhuhuhu.dye teman ak la tungu itu teksi kalu ad bahaya lak ak sensowg an.so sweet!! tungu punye tungu last dpt gak teksi. ak pown balik la. balik uma terus membongkang xlarat. mate nantok gle + ngn ak agak tidak sehat. tido ja. sok pg angon baru mundy. wuwuwuwu. tula kishanya mamat yg namanya " MUHD AKMAL HAFIZ" =__=. fun gak buke ngn dye owg pertama kali ak kenal n meet. yayi

CRUSH - CINTA @ KEINGINAN MEMILIKI??

Crush? aku yakin 100% manusia di muka bumi ini pernah mengalaminya. Mungkin la perkataan melayunya yg aku tengok kat kamus English to Malay, Crush bermaksud jatuh hati?? Saad mata terpandang seseorang, degupan jantung semakin pantas, minda tak keruan, tanah tidak lagi dipijak, kala diri bagai di awangan..itulah definasi "CRUSH" bagi aku. Sungguh pelik tapi itulah perkataan yg benar bila jatuh ati dengan seseorang atau crush.Bagi insan yg crush ngn classmate sanggup datang ke kelas seawal pagi semata2 nak tenguk idaman hatinye..ini berlaku pada member kolej ku sendiri. Dengan harapan tertatap wajah rahsia hatinya.


Ingin direnung wajahnya,sehingga member aku menolak aku ketepi yg mengatakan aku mengganggu penglihatannya!! " HOI!! TEPI LAH KAU, AKU TAK NAMPAK TENGUK MUKA DIA, OMG!! SMARTNYE DIA HARI INI!! ". hahaha. kelakar kn? aku pun apa lagi tergelak la dalam hati. Gila betul memeber aku sorang ni. Aku rasa dua ayat di atas sudah menggambarkan situasi manusia dilanda crush. Itula yang terungkap!! hahaha. Teringat plak aku masa-masa aku Kelas Tambahan selepas sekolah,crush dengan cikgu aku sendiri. Subjek Matematik Tambahan. MakDatok, cikgu tu punya lah hensom aku cakap!! bulu mata dia gila babi panjang!! abis sudah la Tsunami, gunung berapi melanda!! hahaha. Nak plak bila soalan yang dia bagi tak dapat plak nak jawab(betul-betul tak leh jawab k,bukan saja-saja), mula la dia dtg kt aku nk menegur aku coz dia tengok aku dh mcm cacing kepanasan!! hehehe. Berderau darah ni!! mcm kelakar plak teringat balik. Cuba bayangkan balik, asal kelas dye je mule la berdandan kau. Hari-hari nak p kelas minyak wangi sembur tak setengah botol tak sah!! minyak wangi kesayanganku!! DKNY!! Pikir, apalah sangat kelas punye pasal cikgu punye pasal!! hahaha. baju plak jangan nak ckp la dah mcm owg nak p kenduri kawen,silap aku yg nk p kawen!! hehehe.


nola just kidding. gila kot nk pakai mcm tu. what i mean cantik-cantik la mcm nk p mana.heeee. Tu tak kira lagi santunnya diri ini pabila bersemuka dengannya, kata-kata diatur mengalahkan " NORDIN AHMAD " pelakon zaman dulu kala. hahahaha. Pijak semut pun xmati!! Crush sangat!! besar impaknya. Membuktikan kita keliru dan tertanya-tanya apakah crush itu benar-benar cinta atau sekadar keinginan memiliki?? Aku mula terfikir pabila menonton kisah cinta agung dari indonesia,salah satunya lah kn.. Ayat-ayat cinta, cukup berbekas pada pale aku neyh. Ketika Maria mengucapkan pada Fahri dan Aisyah " Sekarang aku baru ngeri antara cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki, tidak sama!! " kerana saat nafas terakhir di hela barulah Maria sedar akan perbezaannya. Syg sekali Maria tidak sempat mengenal cinta, dek kerana malaikat Izrail sudah menjengah. Lantas itu membuatkan kita bersyukur andai saat jantung ini masih berdegup. kita mungkin sudah tahu perbezaan cinta atau keinginan memiliki.


Kenapa meneguk di air, di tasik yang keruh, sedangkan banyak lagi tasik yang jernih? Yang dikejar tak dapat lalu yang digendong pula berciciran. Saban Hari menanti, air keruh tidak menjadi jernih juga. Jika bernar itu cinta sejadi jangan pernah beralah mendapatkannya. Biar masa menjadi taruhan..oh ya, jangan pula selepas ini ada yng terus melupakan crush masing-masing kerana sudah lama menunggu sidia..Andai kita percaya mungkin sidia berubah hati,sabarla menunggu..kerana itula diciptakan perkataan " PERNANTIAN". Air yang tawar pun boleh di maniskan dengan secubit gula,inikan pula hati?? William Shakespears sendiri pernah berkata " LOVE IS MERELY MADNESS" Jadi jangan pelik andai otak yang penuh akhirnya tinggal tiga suku. hehehe. akibatnya mengejar cinta atau tergila-gila akibat cinta.....yang sendiri tidak pasti apabila crush!!!!

DENTING!!

Denting Yang Berbunyi Dari Dinding Kamarku
Sadarkan Diriku Dari Lamunan Panjang
Kan Kurasa Malam Kini Semakin Larut
ku Masih Terjaga
Sayang,
Kau Di Mana
aku Ingin Bersama
Kan Kuputus Semua Untuk Tapiskan Rindu
Mungkinkah Kau Di Sana Merasa Yang Sama
Seperti Dinginku Di Malam Ini
Rintik Gerimis Mengundang
Kekasih Di Malam Ini
Kita Menari Dalam Rindu Yang Indah
Sepi Kurasa Hatiku
Saat ini Oh Sayangku
Jika Kau Di Sini
aku Tenang

maen ini game!! hahaha

(time-time boring maen ini game!! bejewels!! hahahahaha)

demam!!

haaa!! tati pagi g jumpe doc!! huuh!! scary la skunk kn demam cikit dh syak H1N1. huhuhu. sebaek xd pape. lec ak ckp kalu doc tu tnye banyak mcm, " awk sakit apa?" , " dh lama sakit " , " ada sakit-sakit lain?" , kalu mcm tu doc tu xabes belaja!! doc bodo!! hahaha. ak xtaw la lec ak ckp mcm tu kt aka sama ada bergurau or wut? huuuh. lepsa p chek g la farmasi amek ubat. gila babi!! manyak tol ubat nk mamam. dh la ak xsuke nk mamam ubat. bercinta la nk mam ubat dye. huhuhuhu.

(inilah ubat yg nk kena mamam!! wah bercinta sunggoh nk mam ini ubat!! benci2!! wuwuwu)

this is my favurot song!! suke gile babi!!even firsttime dengar,kwn ak bagi dengar la.mcm xbest.p lelame dengar layan beb!!hehehe.relly like this song!!xtipu!!

Song Lyrics

Setiap tetes air mataku
Telah kuberikan untuk kisahku
Mengerti tapi tak dimengerti
Cintaku tlah diujung jalan
Setiap kata dari bibirku
Kadang tak sama dalam hatiku
Tersenyum dalam hati menangis
Cintaku tlah diujung jalan
Aku sangat mengenalmu
Aku juga cintaimu..
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Ku senang,ku sedih
Kau tak mau tahu
Aku sangat mengenalmu
Dulu kau tak begitu
Kau bintang di hatiku
Jadilah yang kumau
Ku senang,ku sedih
Kau ada denganku
Ku mengerti kau apa adanya
Begitupun yang kumau darimu
Kau tahu rasanya diabaikan
Cintaku telah diujung jalan

single!!

S - simple (im da simple gal in da world, live wif simple life, need a simple love)

I - innocence ( for all things that i hve dun)

N - need ( need some love, need some one who really can love me more than i love him)

G - glad ( im glad if anything happend, im still me,still here. i hve my mumy and abah,my family,friends n god)

L - love ( hate to love someone alots, coz when it happen..he dump me just like that)

E - empty ( im empty without u. without your love)

.itu la maknenye single bagi deya...walaupon xbetol tulah kata2 yg terkeluar dari hati.kepale n mulot.hmmm.

malam yg dingin

mlm ini tanpa mu. shitt!! mmg sakit!! kata2 mu akan ku simpan. walaupun tiada lagi kasih syg dalam diri mu akan ku simpan kasih syg ku di dlm diriku. melepaskn mu adalah satu kebebasan bagi mu. melihat mu bahagia membuatku bahagia juga. di sini akan ku doa kebahagiaan mu syg untuk selamanya. amin.

H1N1

balik uma dari class,mumy n abah xde. mana lok dowg g xbalik2 dh mlm wisau. kol mumy.mumy ckp ank buah demam kena kuarintin at damansara specialist hospital,pj damansara kim. 1 family. akak,abag ipar,mumy,abah,n ank buah sowg g.mumy said "IQA" kena dh H1N1. doc tahan iqa nk kena chek details lg. tp xserius.baru nk jadi. wah!!! takot dengar. sedih.hope my ank buah xd pape la kn?? huuuuh. dok uma pown sensowg,sume owg kt hospital.uuuuwaaa.kecian.nk mumy.huuuuh.rendu mumy.seminggu lak dowg kt hospital..;(
hope dowg xde pape.sehat walafiat.deya doakn.amin.

shooping!!

shooping!! sensorg!! memang cerewet memilih baju. satu PV pusing. msyok forever21 keluar,msyok zara keluar, msyok topshop keluar. kemudian masyok forever21 keluar balik.masyok zara keluar balik.masyok topshop keluar balik.last2 g patah balik zara beli la baju.ad la berkenan.haah.mmg cerewet.susah owh nk ekot ak g beli stuff.mmg cerewet n teliti.hahaha.

PAVILION

makan!!! ank dara punye makan!!! sunggog bersepah!! muahahaha

" DEYA "

-inilah deya!!-
1. romantik sangat.
2. perihatin, lebih pentingkn org lain dari diri sendiri.
3. caring.
4. seorang yg rendah diri.
5. cube dapatkan ape yg dia nk, selagi xdapat mule la mcm org gila.
6. sensetif.
7. cepat menangis.
8. cemburu yg amat sangat.
9. panas baran.
10. suke ketawa.
11. gila-gila.
12. suka makan (nyam2) hahaha.
13. suke bergambar (photography).
14. suka chokolat.
15. suka kan Qtex.
16. minyak wangi.
17. masakkan mumy.
18. manje.
19. suka buat muka.
20. terlalu malu bila pertama kali jumpa org atau orang yg tidak kenal sangat.
21. suka berhayal.
22. tido.
23. bace novel.
24. main gitar walaupun xmahir sngt pown (hahaha)
25. eyeliner.
26. tiramishu cake.
27. pantai, laut, ombak.
28. bercuti.
29. my family - mumy, abah, sis.
30. kucing kesayangan - ms.carrie.

nk ke kolej!!!

haaah. sempat lg nk ke kolej snap pix lulu. apeje. mmg dh hobi ak snap pix. xkesah memane jew amek pix. ingt nk amek class fhotography lol.heeehe.

don't let me fall

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars Heres a little heart for you Up above the world,
Up above it all Heres a hand to hold on to
But if I should break,
If I should fall away What am I to do? I need someone to take,
A little of the weight Or I'll fall through
You're just the one That I've been waiting for
I'll give you All that I have To give and more
But don't let me fall
Take a little time,
Walk a little line Got the balance right Give a little love,
Gimme just enough So that I can hang on tight
We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down But I gotta know,
No matter how things go That you will be alright
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars Heres a little heart for you Up above the world,
Up above it all Heres a hand to hold on to
Your just the one That I've been waiting for
I'll give you All that I have To give and more But don't let me fall
You'll be the one That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you High above it all
But don't let me fall Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars Heres a little heart for you Up above the world,
Up above it all Heres a hand to hold on to
But if I should break,
If I should fall away What am I to do? I need someone to take,
A little of the weight Or I'll fall through
Take a little time,
Walk a little line Got the balance right Give a little love,
Gimme just enough So that I can hang on tight
We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I wont let you down But I gotta know,
No matter how things go That you will be alright
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars Heres a little heart for you Up above the world,
Up above it all Heres a hand to hold on to
Your just the one That I've been waiting for
I'll give you All that I have To give and more But don't let me fall
You'll be the one That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you High above it all But don't let me falll....

MISS U!! MISS U!!

"When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me into heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me into heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a drill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

THE STORY YOU AND ME

Broken dreams, broken dreams, hopin' some day you'll see me.

Sky is gray, sky is gray,

but I'm dancin in the rain.

Live to sway, live to sway,

will you remember my name?

Live a lie, live a lie,

why don't you ask yourself why?

Don't you open your eyes?

Only the moon, only the moon, only the moon,

will hear my plea.

Only the creatures of the night, will harmonize with me.

Missed you so, missed you so, and I wondered if you know;

The wind has blown me in this corner and it's hard to let go.

That's the story, that's the story of you and me

That's the story, that's the story of you and me.............

RAMBUT BARU

hehehehehehe

CARRIE!!

hahaha. semalam mlm juge sis aku dari singapore send mms picture carrie kt aku,tgk la muke2 comel si carrie neyh!! hehehe. rindu gle kt carrie. nk hug. nk kish. wuwuwu.

rindu carrie!!

rindu kt kuching sis deya. name dye carrie. she a little baby kt dlm uma tu.haha.she?? hee. kuching betina. dye neyh manje sngt. suke tido kt kaki org,belakang pingang org,ketiak org pown.hahah.dye manje suke dibelai2.pas tu dye jilat kite balik.dh macam anjing. tapi betul. carrie sangt manje. bucuk windu carrie r....huuuuu... xsabar nk balik singapore lagi.hehehe.

balik kl

hari neyh bertolak nk balik kl jam 10.00 mlm. finish sudah cuti-cuti singapore...
hahaha

PENAT!!

pagi2 jam 7 dh mangon nk g pasar.pe lagi g ngn my sis n bakal ang ipar ku,mumy and abah.muahahaha.kami ke pasar beli barang dapur..nk memasyak dan hari neyh mmg penat gila. memasak la ngn sis aku. aunty datang melawat..manyak aunty datang melawat. akak n adek belah mak aku. dari seluruh sempadan singapore. weh! im so tiet but my mak said..sokey deya.hmm..
i said ok.lagi pown bakal mak mertua sis aku datang melawat juge. berbincang ngn my parents pasal hubungan sis n anak dye r tu " nk kawen kot". muahahah. p sweet jew dowg tu.. heee. pas dh berkemas2 aunty pown balik. membongkang!! tido!! penat gila beb!!