kau yang satu

tanpa mu akulah yg rindu. tanpa dirimu hilangla manja ku. kasih mu kata nalurik.cintamu dihatiku.izinkan aku selami hatimu.izinkan aku bisikkan cintaku.jiwaku.pada kau yg satu.diriku hanya untukmu.engkau la yg satu pujaan hatiku.sucinya cintaku padamu.sygku,hanya kau yg satu.kasih dan rinduku milikmu.

bzBZbzBZbzBZbz!!!

wah!! agak bzbzbzbz kot ak skunk neyh!! mayak gle asigment 3D nk send. final asigment lg. wahwah!! mmg bz gle. xtermampu ak d watnye. wah!! ble la nk abis stady neyh. xtahan la plak bz gle neyh. hehehe. agak la bz yg teramat. nk kua pown xtentu n xleh. nk kua ngn tersyg n friends lg la. xd mase langsung. sory syg..guys..im quit bz this month. nk anta final project akhir bulan12. hukhukhuk. pergh!! lec 3D ak sowg neyh bg asigment 3 dalam minggu tu gak nk ciap. bayangkan satu class 3 asigment skali nk wat kena send dlm waktu terdekat. kalu 6 asigment dlm masa 2week.actly asigment only 2 jew p yg lebih lec bg tutorial video. like "latihan" so that we can get extra marks plus2 with final exm!! so terpaksa la wat all that tutorial video to get better marks n extra marks!! so redo jela.huuuuuh.wah!! gle dh mcm babun dh ak neyh!! kalu nk wat asigment biase2 xpe gak., neyh 3D. nk wat kena details nanti kena reject ngn lec n then make a new model!! aiyak!! hukhukhuk!! tension babe!! i want my mantal mucuk!! so that i can sleep!! hikhikhik. wah!! next year dh final sem!! yayi. akhirnye finish gak stady kuh!! alhamdulillah..ad rezeki nk smbung degree kt MMU CYBERJAYA, UNIKL, or UITM SHAH ALAM..amin!!

happy bufday syg!!

tanggal 8 desember 09 agak la kot tepat2 kol 12.00 msg ak smpai la kt dye. msg org tersyg nk wish bufday dye than after that tepon dye wish la kt my syg neyh bufday dye. agak la dye dh tue skunk 24. hehehe. yayi!! wek syg dh tue!! lalala. muahx!! moge bee berjaya lam segala bende yg dbuat dh insyaallah mudah-mudahan segala impian bee tercapai. amin. huny doa kn bee bahagia d smping owg tersyg,family n termasuk huny jge. muuahx!! luv u syg..n appy bufy again my syg.muuuuaaahhhxx!!

appy bersama

6 december 09. date neyh g gig ngn bee,my best gf n member bee. wah!! we all hve fun. alots!! thans bee coa bnje huny g gig tu. hunny appy sngt2.thans syg.muahx.pix datas neyh band dari Restrain. band hardcore. mmg best la band neyh. happening habis. hehehe. p ad gak la band indi laen yg xkurang hebatnye. vocalis meet uncle hussain yg skunk neyh dh join band baru p xk xtaw plak pew name band baru dye. hihihi. sowy ah. p band tu mmg best. vocalis bekas meet uncle hussain tu mmg gempak la tabib sme dye. hehehe. cara dye perfome n vocal dye mmg gmpak la. heehe. tapi pape pown support la band-band neyh. hehehe.xpown kowunk leh g tgk la video2 band dowg kt gundu.com.my n support la band2 dari malaysia. yeahh!!

neyh best gf ku. nurul faraheida. dye mmg bestfwen ak sejak darjah satu. hehehe. lame gle xhang ngn dye. agak la bape bulan-bulan ntah. heeeh. yayi akhirnya dpt gak hang ngn dye. almaklom masig2 bz wif stady. now dye dh abis stady cari kije parttime. hehehe. so tinggal ak jela yg bz gle babun skunk neyh. lalala

neyh plak bf ak mr.odie ngn membe dye nua. best gak la membe dye neyh. layan pale sme otak kot. sesengal yg mungkin la. hahahah. hve fun wif u guys.

ini plak ak ngn my syg. hehehe. sje nk interframe jap. lalala. fun sngt2 ngn bee. thans syg. muahx. luv u for eva n eva lah.

jiwang!!

haish tetiba lak jiwang karat mlm ini. ak pown xtahu npe? huuh. kadang2 love story neyh menyakitkan,meyeronokkan. even owg laen ad problem yg serius ak risau..p ak try nk buang semua negatif2 tu..nk buat hubungan ak jauh menyimpang mcm dowg. ak xtahu la y? even ak appy sgt2 skunk neyh..ad bf mcm odie..syg ak.tc ak. p ak rasa takot..nk bg cinte ak kt dye 100%..takot dye mcm xbf ak yg laen. serius sejujurnye ak syg n cinte sngt kt dye..xdeowg laen..even xbf ak dulu pown mcm tu. tp ak xtahu la pe salah ak kt dowg.ak mmg xsalah kn dowg langsung..myb ak xcukup bagos?xcukup baek?xcukup perfect(cantik,kurus,bergaya,kaya) xmcm yg dowg impi2kn. but xpe ak fhm..deya is deya. deya tetap deya xleh ubah nk jadi owg laen..if dowg leh terima ak terima la kn..ak pown xpakse owg terima ak...haah.tetibe ngah fell neyh kn lyn jap lgu neyh.agak lame gak la lagu dari band neyh.jiwang habis kalu mlm2 lyn beb. hukuk. lirik yg ak suke sngt "tiada apa yg dapat ak rasakan,selain dari cintaku pdmu. tiada lafas sendu yg terindah,yg dapat ku gambarkan pdmu. bersama janji kita padukn,seindah rindu yg di rasakan.iringan bayu senja yg bertiup.membisikan cintaku pdmu.berikan ku sinaran agar dapatku tempu perjalanan idopku." hehehehe. pale ngah berkarat mlm2 gini lak. ak pown xmintak banyak. deya adalah deya. xkan jadi owg laen yg dowg leh ubah. im happy wif my self..xde bende nk d ubah.titik!!

back to normal!!!

yayi!! everything back to normal! thans to my syg ahmad firman. he understand me very very the much. hehehe. i knw u xbermaksud mcm tu. n i knw i fhm sngt ngn kata-kata u syg i sngt2. sory sebab buat u susah ati my syg. huny syg bee jew. xde owg laen.hanya bee yg huny syg. muahx. i love u. n i promise i will take tace this relationshiop.i mean our relationship.i promise i will make our love keep growing like a flower,give more color,and happynes.buatkan lg hubungan cinte kite makin hari makin kuat. makin hari makin kuat dh xde sape leh memisahkan kite, insyaalah. amin.

things that happend!!

so many things that happend to me!! i knw i make a lots of mistake n i knw it. but u cannot always blame me!! blame wht hve i dun. i tahu i mmg xleh jaga u sebaik yg u nk but i try to make it better..even i knw i xleh jaga u sebaik yg mungkin but atleast i try...i syg u.. hanyak tuhan sje yg tahu..even u said many times i cheeting behind u..yaallah.dh banyak kali i ckp i xpenah curang ngn u n xde guy laen selain u. the case is cloose. i knw i make a mistake but i've told u already im so so so sory..for my mistake that i've done. yes!! im not good enuf for u but i try my best to change n be a better person for u. just for u syg. hope u understand me.. u never knw my heart just empty with ur name " ahmad firman" my syg. mmg sedih la..hope this will end assp.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA

semalat hari raya aidiladha to all muslim..kesenangan dan kesusahan dkongsi bersama-sama sesama umat manusia.mcm biase la t bsok pg buat rutin kami masing2. thun neyh rye xmeriah sngt. alakadar shj. cukup sederhana tp kemeriahan dirasai n kegembiraan dkongsi sesama kami. selamat hari raya aidiladha again to all muslim..

g tgk bee jamming!! - 15 nov 09

jalan2 cari makan!!

hee.out dating laGi wif my syg!! mule2 p bayar maxis broadband kt klcc. gle ramai owg. huh. layanan dye pown mmg xbape bagos. agak la kot awi jumaat owg pown ramai..hmmm.mmh xsopan kot to customer..agak2 la layan even bz semana pown.huuuh.agak tension gak la.p nk wat cm ner an!! huh!! pas p byg peyot agak lapa loh. then p mcd mam la.after mam!! gler kenyang gler. jalan pown cm nk kena naek keta sorong!! hikhik. then jalan2 la jt klcc tu. ronde2 kt topsop, zara n m&G p xbeli pape kot. just usah2 jew brg. coz b4 that dh shopping dh. so nk save bajet katakan cuci2 mate lulu la an. tungu dpt duet g leh la shopping g.lalala.after dh penat jln2 klcc ak p la pavi ngn my hubby. jln kaki auw p sane. hikhik. jln2 kt area pavi then jln2 p sg.wang. agak2 lapar lak an. so g la dinner kt foodcourt pavi. bee ckp nk mam subway. so ak cm xde selera lak nk mam sane. tati dh mam roti gak kt mcd. burger. s0 ak pk mls la kot nk mak subway biar bee jew mam. ak mam chinese food kt pavi. mcm mee,bbQ chiken n dimsum soup. dap gak la, then bee mam subway stick n cheese. haah. abis gak dye mam even half n roti dye xbape nk sedap coz dye salah oder kot. weee. agal dj kenyang rehat2 jap. then balik klcc balik jln kaki coz nk naek train dari sane balik wangse mju n university...so mcm biase la lepas g pavi patah balik klcc. hee. sonok sngt2 kua ngn my bee. appy n fun sngt2. muahx!! luv u syg!!

versi mosh hardcore campur2!! eh!! salah!! bee ckp deathcore!! hahaha

video neyh my bee edit khas tok ak katanye!!dye edit bersama kwn2nye. lalala. thans bee!! muahx!! kelakar glr babi la,tgk sensowh mmg xhabis2 gelak ak ckp!! gile mosh deathcore versi campur aduk!! muahahha. kowunk patot tgk this video. hahaha. mmg best. lgu dari band dowg neyh pown best gle, dasyat la dowg maen music even ak xpenak tgk lg secara life dengar music dowg pown cm gempak!! lalala. so tgk la this video n enjoy it. hve fun!! kowunk leh la tgk full song dowg neyh kt youtube!! best gila la. xtahan awat permulaan nk nyanyi tu "sunggoh jahat owg itu" muahahaha. best la this band!! so enjoy ya the video!! rawww!!

date dinner syame2 wif my syg

demam!! demam!! demam!!

kena mam ini ubat.wuwuwu.ubatubatubat. demam lg la..demam awi tu p klinik kerajaan near by my house g chek an..panas gak suhu bdn 41'c. doc ckp kalu bdn panas mendadak n xturun lg p hospital besar nk g chek takot simtom2 laen. nk kena masuk air. aiyak.dah la ak pown bdn manyak air n lelemak.wuwuwu. so waiting la bape awi neyh,ok suhu bdn dh tuwun cikit la..then semalan baru finish my mid term exam. 2paper. 3D animation n Enterpreneurship stady..p mam ngn bee kt klcc dah manyak kali bee ajak kuar..last2 kua la cian lak kt dye. last2 nk otw hujan gle lebat nk mampos. huhuhu.after dinner time.balik la..pown still ujan lg.wah bpe manyak kali la kena ujan.sok2 mangon tito.bdn2 cakit then suhu bdn panas gle. mumy ajak p klinik chek. so g la klinik swasta chek.chek2 tgk bdn suhu 43'c!! gle panas nk mampos. huuuh. so ini lah ubat yg nk kena mam. mumy bising ckp suh ,mam ubat. dh g klinik n ambil ubat mahal kena mam. huuuh. so terpaksa la mam ini ubat. benci2.wuwuwu. bernasib baek la ubat ini kali ini kalu xselalu masuk tong sampah. lalalala

blueberry cheese cake n mocca

(rehat sebentar bersama tersyg di starbuckcoffe klcc)
deyaodie

dear

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

breathe again

If I never feel you in my arms again,
if I never feel your tender kiss again,
if I never hear "I love you" now and then,
will I never make love to you once again?
Please understand, if love ends,
then I promise you, I promise you that,
that I shall never breathe again.
Breathe again, breathe again,
that I shall never breathe again.

And I can't stop thinking about,
about the way things used to be,
and I can't stop thinking about,
about the love that you made to me.
And I can't get you out of my head;
how in the world will I begin
to let you walk right out of my life
and throw my heart away?
And I can't stop caring about,
about the apple of my eye,
and I can't stop doing without,
without the center of my life.
And I can't get you out of my head,
and I know I can't pretend
that I won't die if you decide
you won't see me again.

If I never feel you in my arms again,
if I never feel your tender kiss again,
if I never hear "I love you" now and then,
will I never make love to you once again?
Please understand, if love ends,
then I promise you, I promise you that,
that I shall never breathe again.
Breathe again, breathe again,
that I shall never breathe again.

And I can't stop thinking about,
about the way my life would be.
No, I can't stop thinking about,
how could you love me then leave?
And I can't get you out of my mind,
God knows how hard I've tried,
and if you walk right out my life,
God knows I'm sure to die.
And I can't stop doing without,
without the rhythm of my heart.
No, I can't stop doing without,
for I will surely fall apart.
And I can't get you out of my mind,
and I know I can't deny,
and I would die if you decide
you won't see me again.

nonton movie bersama tersyg

22 oct.kua ngn my bee yg tersyg g nontok cite terbaru bradpit. best gle movie tu. title"Inglourious Basterds". best gle cite dye, kelakar abis. kalu bg 10 musti ak bg 12 marks!! heheh. mmg best la rugi sape xtgk. so g la ea d pangung2 berdekatan anda dengan segera!! hehehehe

tiramishu&manggo cake

rehat sebentar

p hantar gitar-16 oct

hari neyh p hantar my gitar kt bee. bee msg katanye huny nk wat x airbrush kt gitar huny? ak pown ok gak. so g la klcc nk p hantar gitar ak kt dye. tgk ad lak adek dye n member dye ngn awek dye. cian owh membe awek dye nk kena rompak tapi xjadi la dh kena lindung dek dowh neyh. tp cian la awek membe kwn dye cm blur jew. takot la an. mcm trauma. huhuhu. hopes dye xde pape la an? so lepas tu xtaw nk p mana lepak loh kt klcc neyh tgk2 owg lalu lalang. hehehehe

2hari berturut2 belajar maen gtar!! hahaha

hahahaha.belajar maen gtar.p xlepas gak. stil munyik sumbang mahram.mcm belacan jew munyik dye. hahaha. last2 g snap pix gedix neyh. lalala

sepetang yg singkat di starbucks coffee

happy deepavali!! 10-oct

owg xraya deepavali lg tapi kami dh merasmikan dulu. muahahaha. appy deepavali.lalala

klcc-9 oct

ini en.odievera punye pingan. hehehe

ini pula mrs.odievera punye pinggan. hahaha. bapak gila manyak makan. agak la kelapan. hehehe

4o minit kemudian

pinggan en.odie.bersepah!! katanya "biasalah lelaki" wakakaka

gila bapak licin!! hahaha. anak dara punye mam masyaallah!! hahaha. sory ye syg..lapa la.hehehe. kelapran tu bape awi xmam nasi berlauk.hahaha.
-sambungan cerita!! muahaha-selepas kekenyangan kami nk p tgk movie kt klcc cite "kuntilanak". p lambt lak start kol 10. yg awl xsilap ak 3 lebih kot. tp tati agk la mam punye lame smpai 40 minit licin sume pinggan2.hahaha.last2 p la midvelly. nk wat cite,biase la lam train ramai owg an.kami rushing2 masuk ad akak tu nk suh ak duduk.agak la tgk ak cm pregnan 5bulan.wakakaka.siot jew akak tu.hengat ak mengandung.aiyak!!adess!!malu seyh.hahaha.so ak buat2 xtahu la p ak gelak xhengat dunie.mende melawak.lalala.then smpai mid nk tgk la kalu2 ad la cite tu kt sne.last2 smpai..xde la cite kuntilanak tu.hmmm.so xtaw nk tgk xcite pe we decide nk tgk cite "sorority row".coz membe ak ckp best gle cite neyh.so xde cite pew nk lyn,lyn la cite neyh.agak masuk lmbt la coz hayal tgk model playboy promote perfume!!gila cun!!manje awek mat salleh tu!!grrr!!then masuk dh start.pown layan la xtaw ape kes tetibe kwn dye dh mati.so pelik.hehehe.so lyn la cite tu..gile la terkejot ak tgk cite tu.gila dowg mati sume kejam2.gila la scary btul cite tu.haaah.then finish.sebelum balik sempat lg bergambar!!hahaha.neyh la pix2 love story kami yg seterusnya.yayi!! love u bee!! muuuahx!!