jadi bibik!!

hAA!! ini lah anak2 ku yg manje! hehehe. nolah. by da wy ini ank buah ku. ank kakak ak yg pertama. name kakaknye nur haziqah name adeknye nurhafizah. mereka neyh manje betul. lagi2 kakaknye. gatal seyh dh mcm lelaki. manje2 la, peluk2 la..ngade2. hahaha. laen plak adeknye. makan jew.hehehe. bdn pown dh mcm makcik dye. lalalala. kena la jaga dowg neyh sementara mama dowg dapat bibik baru. coz bibik dlu ntah apa2 kije ntah dye wat. sampai budak2 xmakan. kesian tgk. lagi satu xkan nk suwuh mumy ak kot?? mumy pown dh xlarat nk jaga budak2 neyh. so ak tlg jaga la. mumy masyak cikit ak tlg then uruskan dak2 neyh. xpe dh biase pown jaga budak2 neyh dari kecik. ak pown mmg suka budak2. yayi!! so skunk pown kakak ak kt hospital. dye mengandung dh bape bulan ntah. mcm nk meletupa k tgk. hehehe. dpt kembar ok gak...p dh g scan ank pompuan katanya. wah pompuan lagi. dalam family sume pompuan ble nk kua ank laki neyh. hahaha. so katanya dye masuk hospital tumpah darah. ops!! hope so she ok and get well soon..amin. mudah2 sehat walafiat ngn ank yg bakal dye dapat...im waiting for da baby..lame xpeluk baby neyh. yayi. best2 xsabar.....!!!

~dyea&odie~

bengang!! bengang!! bengang!!

wah!! satu hal neyh!! nk wat cita la an tati pg angon2 ja ad msg yg lucah2. bukan lucah pew msg sound2!! pegi mampos la. bila ak msg xwply bila ak kol langsung xhangkat!! shit tol la manusia tu. "hey bitch!! ko open mysp ryte knw aku ad msg kt page ko!! perampas!! gila la msg dye!! ak dh takot adakah bf ku yg skunk neyh? odie or ahmad firman. wah susah ati ak. ak amek bf org ka? coz time nk kapel dye ckp mmg dye xde gf..wah risauw neyh. dahla ak syg dye.huhuhu.dalam hati wisau bebenor hanya tuhan saja yg tahu.berharap sanagt bukan dia "ahmad firman".ak xpenah plak nk jadi perampas or merosakkan hubungan org.huhuhuhu.ak apa lg la p mangok capai labtop cucuk drive maxis broadband then on9. bukak myspace mmg ad msg coment. apa lg aku g bukak la. neyh msg2

dye send!! -> kata muslim,tp suka benar melekat kat laki org ek??ko bukan xde bf,ada!aq x taw la aper masalah ko;bila kene sound dulu ko kate x minat kat ex aq,pastu kata ure fine wit cutting all contact wit him but later ko gi melekat balek kat dier lak.ko nih duhh knaper pompuan!??kalo suke,ckp suke!
one more thing,whn i wuz wit him u knew it tp ko wat gak benda2 haram yg only da both of u knw.
ko sbg pompuan shud knw wut its like whn ur guy cheats on u.
btw,if ure wonderin,my ex yg i mention td wuz jay.u nk sgt kat dia kan?well,nw v dah break-thanx 2 u-u amek je lahh dia,my leftover.
dun wory,ur bf wont find out wut u wanna,gonna or about 2 do wit him
fyi,i saja nk lepaskn geram in dis way cuz of wut u did
tata!

aku pown wply la -> hello perempuan bitch!!! tolong cikit!! ya im muslim n im proud of that. ada masaalah ka?? for ur information..ya dulu i do love jay!! coz he said that he already break wif u..coz ko dump him..so ape aku kisah org nk ngorat aku..lagi pun time tu aku single??ko yg xpandai jaga boy ko so nasib la kn..yg ko nk sound i xtentu pasal kenapa bodo!!! ko pergi tanya jay sendiri..ofcoz la dia xbagi tau da true!!! for ur information lagi!! ya i do syg jay!! ya aku penah pegang tangan n kiss lips dye..just that. aku sayang jay sebab aku buat mcm tu.memang salah n dosa for muslim to do like that..so ko kesah apa?? dosa aku yang tanggung di hell nanti!!!y i do like that??coz dia caring sangat kt aku baik sangat kt aku!! jelous kew?? aku mintak apa2 kt dia pown ok!! lagi satu dia yg carik2 aku dia yg kejar aku...aku xrampas bf dari sapa2 k..dye ckp dia dh hate ko dan ko pown dh tinggal dia. so apa masaalah sekarang? aku pown xfaham la ko neyh!! bodo betul!! ya memang aku salah coz aku curik hati dia..im sory la coz aku break hati dia...aku pun tak tahu apa masaalah aku sejak my fon missing...then i found someone that relly tace care of me!! ko nak tahu sebab apa?? aku lost contack dengan jay!! aku dun have jay nom!! last2 dia dapat carik aku dia call aku..then from that i tell da true..i do really love u jay but knw i already taken n im so sory coz break ur heart...so ko nk makin2 n sound aku kenapa?? hei perempuan bodoh dan sombong!! sebelum ko nk sound aku dulu pergi la cermin diri ko tu dah baik sangat ke nk sound org!! hei mmg xtahu malu la...pls!! laa.. ko tu perempuan jugak jatuh la martabat ko nk sound orang sedangkan diri ko pun bukan betul n baek sangat!! pergi mampus la!!

then dye weply -> hel-lo!dats x wut i hrd!jay said u were cheating on ur bf wit him(jay) k!!!!!!
ahhh...wuteve lahh...idk dun kare!!!!
i dh ckp i sajer nk lps geram bout all dis shit!!!!!n u hapend to b one of da reason v broke up!!!!!
n im da bitch???im x da one goin round pickin up ppl's bf k!n bukan i x pandai jaga,u yg offer urslf like a free gift mesti dier nak!
yeah,i knw he yg gatal,but i tot u shud knw better aftr da phone call incident!

then aky weply -> haah
ko percaya ka kt jay tu? masa aku dengan dia im single!! dun hve bf?? of coz la aku layan dia dah jay sendiri cakap dia single!! so fine la!! ya i knw that insident!! after that jay cari aku..he try and try to call me aku ckp ok fine to me i dun want to disturn ur relationship!! then he said ko dan dia xde pape? so ape ak nk kesah kami just hangout keep going our relationship!! for ur information babe!! aku xcurik bf org dan aku xsebab kan hubungan korang putus!! for ur information lagi masa ak kenal jay dia cakap dia single, baru lepas break baru lepas kena dump!! salah aku ka perempuan? haa. kalu bukan sebab ko yg xpandai jaga knp dia carik aku?? bukan aku yg offer diri aku mcm barang..xmacam kau offer diri kau kat dia. hancur segalanya..hey pls la kita perempuan jaga diri. kalu xjaga diri laki mana suka dh xvirgin!! sory ok!! ko yg xbernasib baik...so semuanya bukan penyebab i!! i tak tahu apa2 pown.. jay yg keep calling n msg n carik i!! buka i yg carik jayy!!!!!!

then dye weply -> fyi,i x pnah offer myslf mcm brg k!
maner aq taw masa 2 he wuz tellin da truth or x!i xde crystal ball!xde p.i.!
he sd u cheated wit him,ajak lpk kat summit even after dat fon call incident n all dat shit!
wutev!!
so its his own damned bloody gatalness!!fine!!bukan salah u!
im sory!i wuz juz pissed...n he alwiz made it sound like u wer comin on 2 him!
i x kesah if u trima my apology or x,i knw da truth nw;case closed!!

then aku weply -> haa..tu i xtahu yg u bagi diri u kt dye o x? coz dia sendiri ckp mcm tu kt i. wut da shit la!! huh!! haah itu i xtahu sudah lame i lost contck ngn dia...selepas he call me n i told i taken already about 9 month la lost contck ngn dia. i also xfhm u msg i bukan nk tnye elok2 but terus sound i! hello kita perempuan gaduh pasal guy yg tak tahu betul ke tak dye ckp!! haaa!! dulu dia ckp apa pasal u kt i pown i susah nk percaya!! lagi ini hal!! owh dia ckp mcm tu dekat u? turn back n find jay?? i dun think so coz now im happy wif my bf?? sokey i forgive u coz u perempuan jugak!! i faham hati perempuan coz i perempuan jugak!! ada hati!! ada perasaan!!!

then dye weply -> sory bout da 1st msg!dat tym i tgh marah!i mean,he kip tellin me dos stuff bout u n made u sound lk a man eater or wutev!
i taw it wuz stupid to believ him bt at dat tym,he wuz my bf!
neways,sory habiskn masa u 4 dis rubbish.i takkan bother u nemore!

haaa!! tgk sape salah!! jngn ckp aku punce korang clash. ak xtahu apa2 pown. lg pun time ak kwn n kapel ngn dye dulu dye ckp dye single!! dh clash!! so wut?? grrr!! geram betul!! shit!! bengang! bengang! bengang! arrrggghhh!!!!!

buhsan salu main ps1

buhsan2 main ini psp1. tidak maen ps2 coz sudah jahanam. muahahaha. ini lah temanku di kala kebohsanan, dikala kesunyian..peneman setia!!

lebaran 2009

selamat hari raya aidilfiri to all muslim!! maaf zahir batin.huhuhu. sadnye raya tawun neyh xbalik singapore coz ad hal d kl yg tidak boleh d edjustkan...waaah!! nk ciap kemas2 baju tingal nk balik jew mumy ckp xjadi balik coz ada hal tertentu!! huhuhu. xpat la nk meraya ngn keluarga d singapore!! rindu kak intan miss careey and abg faisal!! huuh. p mumy ckp insyaalah raya haji balik singapore. hope so la dapat balik singapore windu my sis intan n kucingnye!! huhuhu. jadi kami seluarga meraya la di kl. raya pertama d uma mumy kemudian raya kedua d umah sis aku. sebaik sis aku xduduk damansara dia skunk duduk kt setapak jaya. dekat nk menyinggah. hehehe. pas tu kami meraya d mana2 jua. berjalan2 kesana sini. hehehe (abah: mat isa bin awang and mumy: sufiah binti hamid)-abah n mumy kepenatan bejalan. hehehe (abag ipar: mohammad najib and sister: haslinda mat isa) (anak-anak kesayanganku-hehehe-anak buah ku.)( nurhaziqah dan nur hafizah) (bakal abang ipar ku.ngehehe.:abg faisal and sisterku : siti aishah mat isa)


(yg bongsu dan yg manje : lydia sufianna mat isa)

19 september!!

last jmpe bee b4 bee balik kg!! wah mis u my bee!! huny tungu present huny neyh!! hikhik!! psp katanya!! lalala!! yayi!! thans syg!! luv u so much!! mis u damn2 much here. xsbr nk balik singapore!! raya kl dlu t p singapore!! balik hometown!! yayi leh jmpe ms carrie kucing ksygku!! hmmmmm!! rindu mis carrie!! =__=

nonton movie!!

semalam 17 september 2009 p tgk movie ngn bee!! cite pe? tsunami!! korean movie!! leh gak la tahan movie dye!! wuwuwuw. sampai nanes2 auw!! adess!! mcm xcaye!! mane nye terharu gle bakal bf dye la korbankn diri dye..pastu xsempat lak dowg nk kapel or ckp love masing2!! waaaa!! glee!! mate bengak2 doh!! hehehe. then p tgk hamster kt pets world kt midvelly. nk beli hamster gile cute!!chomel cm ak!! hehe. suke2 gle,reram tol ngn hamster tu!! p tgk la dulu xpandai jaga sebenarnya. lalala. this is our love!! bee n huny!! love u bee!!

lepak time!!

mr.odie

Memandang wajahmu cerah
Membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa
Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Ku kan setia menjagamu
Bersama dirimu dirimu
Sampai nanti akan s’lalu
Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Seperti yang kau katakan
Kau akan selalu ada
Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu
Dengan cintamu....

(hidupku tak akan ceria tanpa senyuman dan gelak ketawamu..duniaku tak akan berseri tanpa cinta dan kasih syg mu bee!! thans bee coz syg huny..huny syg bee alots!! hanya tuhan saja tahu hati dn perasaan huny. insyaalah huny xjanji tapi akn huny kotakan janji..i wont let u fall,i wont let u cry,i wont let u be alone..n i wont leave u coz i love u more and more than u knw!! syg bee alots!! muuahx..)

jmpe bee lg!!

tati balik clas terus g masjid jamid jmpe bee. heeh. p lepak2 at md!! borak2!!mkn2!! haah. pas tu balik uma. bee!! huny lov bee so much!! thans bee coz syg huny sngt2!! thank u syg!! muahx!! syukur huny dpt bee as my bf!! i will lov u till end!! selagi jodoh itu tuhan tentukan untk kite selamanaya..insyaallah..amin!! love u ahmad firman!! damn2 much!! muuaaahhhxx!

jln2 ngn my bee

13 sep 09. g mid nonton cite final destination wif my bee!! ahaha. cite dye xla best sngt p leh la nonton!! ouch!! dowg mati kejam gle la!! ngeri!! smpai usus2,hati,limpa sume keluar..eeee..atotnye..bole la sapa2 nk p tgk xla best mane pown.heeehe.pix yg sempat d tangkap masa d wangsa maju lrt. agak lewat la gak menunggu train yg terakhir!! hehehe. baru nk balik!! lalala

soalan wat sendiri!! agak2 bosan 2day...

1. last cigarette? ~ last 2 years ~

2. last beverage: ~ nescafe ~

3. last phone call? ~ my beee ~

4. last text message: ~of course la my beee ~

5. last CD played: ~ dh lame lak xtengok cd xde masa!! aiyak ~

6: last BUBBLE bath: ~ baru2 neyh kt uma sis berendam xhingat dunia!! hahaha ~

7: last time you cried : ~ berape minggu lepas time baru lepas kena dump!! hukhuk ~

8. last meal: ~ 4.30 pg td..sahur.. ~


SEVEN have you’s:

1. have you ever dated someone twice?: ~ penah ~

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: ~ belom penah g..still waiting~

4. have you ever fallen in love?~ 3 times ~

5. have you ever lost someone?: ~ yes!! manyak kali!! and most of the time~

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?: ~ yes..agak2 lebih kol 2 kot!! penat la pasal tito lambat semalam. hahaha ~

7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up? ~ penah la..tension~


SIX things you did in the past three days:

1. sleep
2. online
3. reading
4. eating
5. texting
6. calling


list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –

1: My Parents
2: My Beee
3: My sis
4: Ms.carrie kucing kakak ku!! yelah dye cantik gak!! hahaha
5: deya!! hahaha. angkat bakul sendiri. lalala

list THREE favorite colors —

1: Green
2: black
3: Grey


list FOUR things you want to do before you die -

1: Married with My Beee...aminnn..and get baby..=))...ngee..
2: emm,kite honeymoon sayang..
3: ada butik sendiri!! hahaah
4: changing the world..maybe..

This month have you…

Laughed until you cried: ~ yes ~

Went behind your parents back? ~ nope ~


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Your last kiss? ~ hmmmm...xhengat~

2. Gay Marriage? ~ wahaha...gyle ke ape... ~

3. Lowering the drinking age? ~ shan't ~

4. Straight, Gay, or Bi? ~ straight , Bi..hahaha ~

5. Who are the best huggers that you know? ~ ermmmm....still wait.. ~

6. Do you believe in love at first sight? ~ yes!! i do ~

7. Is there something you want to tell someone? ~ yes!! i hve~

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing? ~ emm,macam2 brand ado.. ~

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? ~ ntah la.. ~

10. What is your current annoyance? ~ermm...ntah..~

11. How many kids do you want to have? ~ a pair..perfect combo..hehe ~

12. Do you want to change your name? ~ nope. syukur dengan nama yg ada..~

13. Last time you saw your father? ~hari2 kot abah ad jew kt uma...~

14. What did you do for your last birthday? ~ mumy masak kt uma special..heee ~

15.What time did you wake up today? ~11..terus siap2 nk p tlg sis kemas uma(penat!!... ~

16. What were you doing at midnight last night: ~beee syg kol huny.. ~

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: ~makan kot...hobby plak...~

18. What is your favorite thing in your room? ~ katil and my mantal mucuk!!.. ~

20. Where is your best friend right now? ~ ntah? dlm bilik kot..haah ~

ABC About You Question

ABC About You Questions:


A - AVAILABLE : .....taken already


B - BIRTHDAY: 19 SEPTEMBER 1988


C - CRUSHING ON: Ahmad firman...sayang!!


D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coffe at starbuckcafe


E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Mumy, Abah n Sayang..


F - FAVORITE SONG: more than words-extreme =___=


G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears la...aiyak!!


H - HOMETOWN: Singapore and kl...


I - IN LOVE WITH: My Beee ...=))


J - JUNGLE: emm,mcm xnak jew..TAKOT!! GELI!! mcm2 bintang ada...lg2 ulat mende ntah!!


K - KILLED SOMEONE: belom lagi p tingin kot nk wat. hahaha


L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: xpenah lagi coz dun hve any licen car!! haha


M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolat Shake


N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 jew..yg bongsu!! manje!! hikhik


O - ONE WISH: live happynes wif my beee my syg and ofcoz my family


P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My beee!!


R- REASON TO SMILE: hati gumbira...bahagia...


S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: kerna ku syg kamu by dygta


T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: xtido kot semalaman tungu sahur smbil on9 myspace ym. hahaha


V - VEGETABLE(S): sayur adalah kegemaran deya


W - WORST HABIT: cepat nangis kot..sensetif..hmmm


X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: last la masa nk smbung stady at politeknik ipoh,perak


Y – YO-YO'S ARE: xpaham....


Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

ahmad firman!!

tanggal 6 september 2009 bermula la kehidupan baru bagi diri ku. memulakan kehidupan baru..bersama sidia. mengharapkan hubungan yg panjang selepas ini...

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

tiramisu cake

yayi!!! i like this cake damn2 much!! akhirnya dpt gak mam.mmg suka bangat ini cake. p secret recipes kt jusco tati beli la tiramisu cake!! nk buat buke anti. kempunan nk mam plak. hahaha. mcm owg mengidam n mengandung plak ak neyh. tapi kalu p mana2 nmpak ja kedai secret recipes mesti singgah carik ini cake!! xpown asal nk p kolej ja kalu tingin nk mam musti p carik. coz kolej ak dekat gak la ngn sogo!! so kt sane ad satu kedai secret recipes!! apa lagi duduk la mam..xkesah la kadang2 lmbat gak p kelas. p nk mam kek punye pasal.hahaha.

ada satu hari tu p kelas..cerita nk jadi la..coz class ak petang..dlm bus tingin plak nk mam ini kek, tgk jam agak2 lam pukul 5.50 mcm tu la.gila,jem plak.adeyh!!smpai2 bus lam kol 6.15 xsilap ak,benti kt sogo la,pe lagi teruskan la projek ak tu nk mam ini kek. duduk2 oder n makan xsedar jam udah pkol 6.35.aiyak!! ak pe lg kelang kabut la p kelas..haaah.sebaek hari tu class multimedia internet development...haah.cikgu kamcing ada!!heeeh.smpai2 tahu kol bpe? xla jauh sngt kolej ak lam 15minit dh smpai..lec tnye " lydia y u late 2day?? so ak kena bagi reason yg munasabah..xkan nk g taw " sory miss!! i mengidam nk mkn tiramisu cake!!gile!! ak ckp la " miss sory late got prob". just that. sebaik dpt lec yg memahami!! heheehe.

so itula cite!!hari2 ak bersama tiramisu cake!! hahaha. xtaw nape suke mam ini kek!! mmg suka bangat!! xleh buang ini takbiat!! argh!! argh!! argh!! tlg2!! hehehe

rindu dia!!

hahaha. name dye nurul faraheida. dye neyh membe bestfriend ak sejak kecil lagi..xsilap time sek rendah..haah. mmg best ngn dye.dye kelakar kepala gila2 mcm ak gak.layan gak sewel ak neyh.hahaha.she's very beautiful!!! mana2 kita p musti together..but if dye kua date wif her bf xla ak nk menyibuk kacau daun. hehehe. dye neyh best,understanding sangat. nak2 bila ak ad prob ngn xbf ak. dye la pengubat segala masaalah ak. even time ak break agan xbf ak dye la owg kedua ak bagi tahu..org pertama yg tahu ofcoz la mumy ak. ak mmg rapat ngn mumy everything masaalah cite or ngadu kt mumy.huuh.smbung balik. membe ak tati dengan segeranya akan msg ak or segera kol ak. she's very sweet. terharu ak dpt membe mcm tu. thans syg!! p skunk neyh dye agak sibuk la ngn stady dye,ak pown fhm ak pown sibuk gak ngn stady ak skunk. ngn class yg pack gle cam sardin!! heehe. p we still contack..g satu dye dh ad bf..haah..susah cikit la nk hangout tiap2 masa mcm dye single dulu. bf pown d utama kn? but she really the best friend i hve in da world!! thans syg coz memahami ak n kite tetap best friend until knw.heeh love u foreva..hopes our relationship as bestfriend never ends!! insyaallah..amin

Nonton Cartoon!!

ahahaha.agak lama la xtengok ini cartoon. baru ja pas nonton ngn mumy and abah at astro disney channel.heeeh.best la cite neyh.layan sunggoh.mane taknye dulu2 time kecik mumy rajin beli kan ak cite2 cartoon cam beauty and the beast,Pocahontas,pinokio,sleeping beauty,alice wonderland..n most yg cartoon ak suke dan akan tengok berulang kali hercules, cinderella dan thumbelina.minat gile2 babi this story.time dulu2 mumy ak beli tape la. dulu masa kecik2 mana nk maek pakai dvd or cd ryte. tape la. recoder!! haah. sampai skunk ad lagi ak simpan tape2 cite cartoon yg mamy ak beli. buat kenangan masa kecik. heeeh thans mumy. ur the great mumy i have. i love u so much mom!!

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semua…
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menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

salahkah…
aku terlalu cinta
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Aku kan bertahan
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meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
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soklan n jawapan!!

1. What is your best friends name?
: mmg la ramai gila kot best friends!! p sejak kecil. she is my best2 friends for eva "NURUL FARAHEIDA"

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
: pink..im shy already!! hahaha

3. What are you listening to right now?
: brainstewz-twinkle away..lagu neyh best..

4. Whats your favorite number?
: 19 coz 19 adalah tarikh lahir ku

5. What was the last thing you ate?
: udang masak sambal petai. nyam2. time buka semalam la. hehehe

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
: black.green.purple.yellow.red.

7. How is the weather right now?
: agak sejuk la..ujan kot kat sini

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
: iz..my xbf. talk ngn dye pasal our relationshp..yg sudah putus tengah jalan. huhuhu. mish him!!

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
: xtahu la. no idea??

10. Do you have a significant other?
: aaaaaaaaaaa.......no idea??

11. Favorite Cartoon?
: the simpsons

12. Siblings?
: kakak ku haslinda dan siti aishah

13. Height?
: xtinggi mane pown. about 160? last ukur time sekola menengah. hahaha

14. Hair color?
: black to brown? jadi mat saleh plak. huhuhu

15. Eye Color?
: black kot p owg ckp mcm brown ( org ckp la)

16. Do you wear contacts?
: xpenah lagi. ingat nk try. nk besar kn mata. hehehe

17. Favorite Holiday?
: banyak sngt kot

18. Month?
: ape?

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
: selalu sangat. ntah nape ntah nk nangis ja. hukhukhuk

20. What was the last movie you watched?
: Imagine that

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
: xpenah ada pown favorite day...

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
: boleh gak la. p tgk keadaan..

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
: mane bole. gila ka?

24. Hugs or Kisses?
: hugs!! keep me warm,safety,terasa diri di sayangi sangat...

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
: chocolat!! most of time!! nyam2!! tungu buka nk p cari!! haha

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
: hmmm..xkesah

27. Who is most likely to respond?
: fara?

28. Who is least likely to respond?
: xterkira ramai sunggoh!! huh

29. What books are you reading?
: ombak rindu

30. Piercings?
: yup

31. Favorite movies?
: banyak xterkira. p akan selalu ulang cite star wars!!

32. Favorite football Team?
: manchester united!! glory!! glory!!

33. what were u doing before this?
: yahoo massanger ngn kengkawan

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
: butter butter butter!!! nyam2 suke!! mane xgemok!! hahaha

37. Dogs or cats?
: cats!! of coz.. really like cats alots!!

38. Favorite flower?
: lavender,roses

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
: hahah penah byk kali..kantoi!! lalala

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
: yes!! i do!!

41. Have you ever loved someone?
: penah!! most of time. only me love them!! but they don give any respond!! huhuhu

42. Who would you like to see right now?
: shazwan dengan gf baru dye. even sakit hati yg teramat coz shazwan is my xboyfriends...tp tgk dye owg bahagia...makes me appy even x!! hukhukhuk

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
: ya...hehe.. there she is!! " NURUL FARAHEIDA"

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
: nop!!

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
: yup!! kalu ad peluang?

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
: right

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
: 5!! hahaha. termasuk bantal mucuk kuh!! yayi!!

48. Are you missing someone?
: yup!!!! im!! huhuhu

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
: xpenah ada pown

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
: yaaa....

buke pose ngn mR.muhd akmal Hafiz aka mR.sengal!!

tanggal 29 ogos 2009. p buka ngn membe ak sowg neyh name dye tertulis di atas..hahaha. first time kenal agak kelakar la kot. kt ym. dye dulu kot yg buzz ak. ak tulis kt mood ym ape ak xhengat la p yg ak ingat penat ngn love story kot. si mamat neyh g la buzz ak ckp kalu penat ngn love story cuba la tgk cite radit dan jani. ak pown apa lagi p la youtube bukak cite tu..agak lama la nk tgk coz tenet ak cm bangang slow gle babi!! huuuh. smbil tgk punye tgk ak pown layan la mamat tati yg buzz ak. layan punya layan sengal lak doh mamat tu..name ym dye much all..haah kelakar pown de...hee..smpai sudah la ym jew ngn dye..otak leh same ngn otak ak.

ym merepek ak ntah ak pown xtahu. hehehehe. then secara xlangsung kami pown bertuka2 la nom. agak2 ingat nk mengayat kot? wakakaka. p just ok for me if nk berkawan coz ak mmg suke mencari teman2 baru. kawan biar seribu teman biar la satu ryte.haaah. nk diteruskan cerita ad satu masa tu sebelum 29 ogos la si mamat name much all tu ajk ak p buke same. ak ok saja la ingt memain, upenye btoi2. haah. xcaye gak ak si mamat tu nk ajk ak p buke. heeh. coz dye pown ckp dye xcy nk ajk ak p buke..then first meet ak leh tahu n kenal pown psal lambut dye. hehehe. funy x? then g la bazar ak konon nk cari kueh kelantan makcik tu. xd plak. kueh akok? ala kueh owg kelantan cm lempeng pisang mcm tu la. p xjual plak. huh. kempunan la ak. huhuhu. last2 p mkn kt warung near by the train. satu lg hal. gerai tu gile xde org..lampu pown xpasang. ada pakcik tu duduk pown dlm kegelapan. hehe. agak lama la then org pown dh ramai cikit baru dye nk open lamput. tergelak ak.

ak pown oder la mkn. mam nasi goreng ikan masin then dye mam nasi putih ngn ayam ape ntah masak merah kot? haah. punye mkn punye mkn pakcik tati yg dtg awal tu baru nk amek oder. yaampun. kelakar gle babi kita org dtg lmbt dh mkn dye baru nk oder. hahaahah. gila!!! tengah2 mam plak baek punye kucing tu meromen. ak pe lg xtahan gelak la.hahaha. gila sengal!! pandai lak time buke pose dye pown nk buke gak keinginan dye. hahaha. wekwek. dh mam ak mam ubat. almaklom kurang sehat!!! seterusnya kami p nonton wyg kt klcc. pown teragak2 nk ngok or x. last2 tgk la cite "IMAGINe THAT" " Eddie Murphy lakon!! wah kelakar gila babi ak ckp. satu pangong gelak. mmg best gila la rugi sapa2 x p nengok. 10 bintang ak bagi 11 bintang. hehehe. nk taw kisah pe p la nonton sendiri. lalala. abis late gak la lam 11.30 ape lg balik lintang pukang train last 11.45 hmm...

smpai2 nk balik bus n teksi xde?? kuang hasam tol..huuhuhuhu.dye teman ak la tungu itu teksi kalu ad bahaya lak ak sensowg an.so sweet!! tungu punye tungu last dpt gak teksi. ak pown balik la. balik uma terus membongkang xlarat. mate nantok gle + ngn ak agak tidak sehat. tido ja. sok pg angon baru mundy. wuwuwuwu. tula kishanya mamat yg namanya " MUHD AKMAL HAFIZ" =__=. fun gak buke ngn dye owg pertama kali ak kenal n meet. yayi